Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Lonely.... I'm so lonely... I have no-bodyyyyy for my owwwnnN!!!

had that song stuck in my head all day.

I have a new baby. She's adorable and looks like an alien. She's got the sweetest temperament, and loves to cuddle. Her transition is going really well, she latched on to me within the first half hour or so.

The down side of this lovely angel baby at work? it makes me want my own that much more.

Bear/Pea/the hubby isn't ready.. which I understand. Financially we're not exactly set up to have a baby right now. I completely get that he's not ready, and deep down I know that WE aren't ready.. but I want one.

I'm glad I didn't write a few days ago. I had one of those everything-goes-wrong-all-at-once kind of days and I'm sure the post would have been massive and very negative. Trying to stay positive because everything just goes smoother when I do.

I have to buy a dress. now, this may not seem like a tremendous task to most women.. but I am definitely not like most women. I hate dresses or skirts, I don't like to dress up. I wear mostly black and nothing I own is suitable to go to a wedding in.
*sigh* I hate shopping :o(

Monday, April 26, 2010

sooo...

not too much has happened. I recovered from my surgery, obviously.

I'm getting a bit panicked about planning this wedding.
Venue, check
Dress, check.
officiant, check.
bridesmaids dress, check
flower girls dresses picked out, check
bouquet bought, check
invitations bought, check (still need to do 'em though.)

so why the hell am I so panicked? I have NO BLOODY CLUE.

This weekend I'll go with my seester and mum and measure stuff out at the venue, come up with some decorating ideas and such, and hopefully ease some of this anxiety.

I just found my sister's blog. I haven't read anything I didn't already know, but it's still sort of neat.
oh, and I made this blog public. I wonder if anyone will ever read it.

Everything at work is going great. I love my boss, we'll just call her Boss. She is a hell of a lot like me, and in all the ways that make it easy to get along with her, not any of those things about me that I can't stand. we agree on just about everything, and our philosophy about our job meshes perfectly. unfortunately, she is only covering a maternity leave.. and so in December, I'm going to have to get used to someone new and lose who has become a very good friend.

I think that's the point that we'll start looking for places north of the city. if I have to start over with a new boss, i might as well start looking for a whole new job since I want to move anyway right?